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. I can t&  he moaned,  I can thold on.I have to& The first stab of his cock inside brought tears to my eyes.Pain and joy swirled together,causing my eyes to close.I sighed as he grasped my hips and went deeper, then let out a cry.www.total-e-bound.comTOPPLING PEDESTALS D.J.Manly58Bliss.Heaven.Sam.The three were exactly the same. Oh yes, I breathed. Fuck me, fuckme, baby.I love you.Oh Sam, I love you.We re-established that fucking rhythm as though it just came naturally.We belongedtogether.I knew it.I guess I d always known.The pace hastened then waned, then sped upagain.We cried, we hollered and we rejoiced as we came almost at the same time.Sam moved away as soon as he d come.I almost died when he got out of bed. So, itwas a just a fuck?He didn t answer, just peeled back the curtains and looked out the window. Going to tell the boyfriend? You should go. I can t.I can t move.It s been some time.It was like the first time.Sam? What do you want from me? He turned and looked at me. I wish I could hate you,Tristan.It would be so much easier.I sat up. Hate me? You made me the happiest guy in the world then you left me, like everything we hadmeant nothing to you.Now that I ve found someone who loves me, you work your way backinto my bed. I notice you didn t say you love him. Does it matter? Yes, it matters, Sam.You love me. Don t be so sure. I am sure.Just like you know I love you. You broke my heart. Forgive me.I made a mistake.He s not for you.He s an ass. He s not an ass. Are you going to marry him? Marry him? His voice rose.I knew I wasn t supposed to say anything. Forget it.You ll find out. I got out of bed. What can I do? You want me on my knees? I want you to leave.I nodded and went in search of my clothes.Tears filled my eyes and spilled down mycheeks.I d lost him.www.total-e-bound.comTOPPLING PEDESTALS D.J.Manly59He stood at his bedroom door, looking at me.I buttoned my shirt. I ve lost you.It s myfault.I would give anything for you to forgive me, to love me the way you did.I m sorry,Sam.I m a fool. I tore open the door and ran down the steps.* * * *I called in sick on Saturday.On the phone, I told Casey,  You have to get him to thecountry club.I m not going. Why not? He s going to say yes. No, he s not. I can t bear it.I m sorry. I hung up.I stayed in bed all day.My mother came up to see if I was okay.I told her to stay away. I think I have the flu. You re not going to Sam s birthday? she asked.I buried my face in my pillow and cried.A few minutes later, I felt her hand on my head. Honey, Jarrod is not for him.I sniffed and looked up at her in surprise. Mom, what are you& ? I know you love Sam.It breaks your heart to see him with Jarrod.He loves you,sweetheart, deep in his heart.When you left here, he was crushed.I looked up at her. That boy sobbed in my arms just like you re doing now.You broke his heart. I told him I was sorry.I don t think he heard me.My mom sat on the bed and hugged me to her.I cried there in her arms for a while.When she released me, she said,  Don t give up.Come to the party.Fight for him if you wanthim.I wiped my eyes. Okay.* * * *Casey was bringing Liz Sample to the country club.He called Sam for a lift, saying hiscar wasn t working.Sam agreed to act as chauffeur.www.total-e-bound.comTOPPLING PEDESTALS D.J.Manly60I waited anxiously with the others in the hall of the club.Jarrod was strutting aroundmaking sure all met his specifications.I saw him open a tiny box and show it to a few people.Sam was surprised by the party all right, and, as I had suspected, not overjoyed aboutit.At the first opportunity, after speaking to a few people, he went off to the bathroom.Thedentist was busy preparing whatever his proposal scene was going to be, and I went insearch of Sam.He stood at the sink.He d splashed some water on his face.He looked upset. Sam? Icame in and closed the door, sliding the lock across. You okay? How could you let him do this, Tristan? You know I hate it. I had no say.I tried to tell him. My mother was having a party for my fifth birthday when they came and took my dadaway to jail.It was a surprise.It was all a fucking surprise. He closed his eyes and I saw thetears course down his face. Sam, oh Sam, baby, I said, turning him around and pulling him close. I m so sorry.I wiped his tears.He moved away. It s okay. He wiped at his cheeks. I need a drink. He s going to propose. What? His eyes widened. Jarrod [ Pobierz całość w formacie PDF ]