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.His scruff scratches my skin but I loveit.No one has ever kissed me like this before, like nothing matters more than being in this moment,kissing me.Our lips finally part and we rest our foreheads together.Jay has tangled his hand in my hair at thenape of my neck. Wow, I breathe out. Damn, Lily.How am I going to stop myself from doing that again? Your lips are incredible.I wrap my arms tighter around his neck and let the force of my lips and tongue let him know Ihave no intention of letting him stop this, stop us.He doesn't put up a fight and returns my kiss with anassertiveness that makes me feel like he's claiming me.He gives my ass a tight squeeze and our kissgets deeper and rougher.I have never lost myself in a kiss before, but this one has me unaware ofanything else but the two of us.I want him right here, right now, and I don't care who's watching.Jaytakes a few steps back so his backside's supporting us against his car, and the hand pulling in my hairslides down so he's cupping the back of my neck and the side of my face.My arms release around hisneck and my hands take hold of the sides of his face.The kiss goes from hungry-lust to somethingdeeper.We both seem to be trying to communicate our longing for the other that we've been holdingback on in this one kiss.I faintly become aware of the cheers and vulgar comments. Yo, Jay! Unless you're planning on taking her over the hood of my car, I'd put a stop to yourlittle show, Malik's standing close enough that it's hard not to be aware of him.Our mouths break apart and we lock eyes, letting our heavy breathing sink into rhythm. That was some first kiss, Jay pants, breathless, giving me a crooked grin.I hear the shouts and boos of disapproval that we've stopped and that's when I becomeembarrassed.Not when I launched myself at him, not when I assaulted him with my mouth.No, I getembarrassed after I finish attacking him.Couldn't that have happened before we basically had sexwith our mouths? Just thinking of the kiss makes me flush all over. Babe, you've got to let go of my waist.I turn bright red and unhook my legs from around Jay's waist.He grins down at me, lookinghighly amused. Enjoy the race?I smirk,  It was alright.Jay lightly bumps my hips,  Get in the passengers seat.I'm going take you on your first driftride. What about the next race? Yo, Creed! Jay hollers to a group a few feet away. I'm going for a run.Keep it clear. Thelast sentence was in a typical threatening manner and it makes me internally laugh. You got it man.You staying for the last race?Jay looks down at me before answering,  Maybe, not sure.He opens the passenger door for me before getting into the driver's seat. Where did you learn to do that? I gush out, voice full of admiration and pride. By accident.Then I found out what I did was a real thing and I've been hooked ever since. I'm assuming that I'm not allowed to hear how it happened by accident? Yup.I'm too happy to get upset over another vague answer and I let it go this time.The car takes off and I become absorbed in watching Jay.He looks carefree and happy.I wishwe never had to leave this track and I could always see him looking this way. Here we go! Jay shouts wickedly as we take the first turn at an unbelievably fast speed.An  ohshit tumbles out of my mouth.I grab the top assist handle and reach my hand across me to hold on tothe door as we move around a curve at a speed I'm sure is going to kill us.I start to close my eyes. Keep them open, it's more of a thrill. Don't look at me! Are you crazy! Watch the road!Jay finds my hysterics hilarious and if I didn't have a death grip on the handles I'd pinch him.We come out of the bank alive and my heart is pounding at a speed NASCAR would envy. Fuck! I cry,  That's intense!Jay laughs.As we approach a right corner I watch him countersteer by turning the steering wheel to the left. What are you doing?! Relax, baby, this is how you drift.It keeps the car from spinning out.I knuckle the handles even harder, knowing what to expect this time.I watch Jay's hands go backand forth from the wheel to the stick, his feet at a constant state of movement working the gas andclutch.I haven't once seen him use the brake, which impresses me even more.The rest of the track my fear disappears and I have a blast.Before he stops the car he spins usaround in circles, causing me to scream out in delight.Jay kills the engine and I beam at him. That was amazing! You're amazing! You blow me away, Jay!He gives me a shy grin that makes me fall even harder for him.That was a kind of rush I didn't know existed.As I get out I'm in a weird adrenaline-rush daze.Iam forever changed [ Pobierz całość w formacie PDF ]